things that hurt me: this

look at that expression. look at it i can’t take this it hurts me too much look at how instead of saying this horrible awful sad thing with his typical archery bitterness he says it with a smile. and not just a smile this is a smile that is totally unlike any expression archer has ever made this is just. not an archer expression. that is a smile that’s so much more shirou’s than archer. and when he’s saying that while declaring that he shouldn’t have become a hero, outright stating that he did become a hero like he always dreamed and fulfilled that dream that seems to unreachable after so much work and he calls it something he shouldn’t have done, and there is so much weight for something like that to come from shirou of all people–

and basically this

is how i feel about it too thank you saber you express my feelings far better than mere words ever can